Wednesday 21 February 2018

Tom's Wife




“It’s ok Maudie, it’s over now, c’mon I’ll take you home,” Tom said quietly as he crushed her to him in an awkwardly tight hug.  Maud’s sobs escaped in spluttering squeaks from the embroidered edges of her handkerchief. She fell against Tom and he led her weaving and stumbling through the long echoing colonnade of pointed arches decorated with gothic gargoyles, down the broad staircase of the Supreme Courthouse and out into the November sunshine.


The previous August, Maud had been rudely and painfully accosted by a large uniformed man while shopping, and the fine ladies on the High Street that afternoon had gaped and stared at the spectacle.


“Maud Mary Turnbull, you are under arrest for performing an unlawful operation upon yourself,” the Policeman had boomed from under his white pith helmet, his grasp firm on her elbow. Bundled away to the Police Station, she was ushered along darkened corridors and down bluestone stairwells into the bowels of the Auckland Gaol, where iron bars and clanking keys had ensured her security and a sleepless night.   The bail hearing the following day added fear to her humiliation and exhaustion and left her unable to speak. Tom had quietly gathered her up and taken her home to lie on the daybed in the living room.


Tom was Maud’s second husband.  The first had left her senseless, bloodied and beaten on more occasions than were countable before she found the courage to take their children and leave him.  Tom and Maud’s courtship was short. The first baby arrived quickly before they married in 1900, and the second was born the following year.


In November 1904, three months after her arrest, the case had made its way to the top of the Supreme Court Criminal List.  Witnesses and accusers alike were summonsed to attend, each in turn to deliver, hand on heart their truthful evidence so help them God.


“I think it not appropriate that she take the stand in her own defence, Mr. Turnbull.”  Mr. Martin, the small ruddy faced lawyer looked across the top of his glasses at them. 


“Apart from her emotional state, the other side has a difficult case to prove.  There is no hard evidence… their case rests on the opinions of small-town folk,” he said and waved his hands dismissively. Scorn rested momentarily on his upper lip and Tom frowned. He and Maud were ‘small-town folk’.


The sunlight streamed at a steep angle through the narrow Courtroom windows and bit into the gloom.  Here Maud’s accuser, Dr. Charles Campbell Jenkins, the man whose complaint gave this case traction, daubed her with the wide brush of coarse immorality.  He painted her as a common woman, devoid of femininity and conscience, such that she could request his assistance to despatch her pre-born infant. A request he had refused.


“I attended to her on the 15th of May 1904, she was dangerously ill… I found she had used an instrument on herself.” 


“I told Mr. Turnbull there would be an inquest if she died, and I wouldn’t be able to write a certificate.”


“Did you discuss with Mr. Turnbull the cause of Mrs. Turnbull’s illness Dr. Jenkins?”


“No, ah no… I assumed Mr. Turnbull would be…ah… familiar with the details,” he said and flashed a glance towards Tom.


Tom breathed heavily and glared back, angered by the Doctor’s smugness and his ugly opinion of Maud.


Mr. Martin jabbed swiftly at the heart of the good Doctor’s reputation and questioned his ability to accurately distinguish fact, from those things more likely to have been imagined because of his close relationship with alcohol. For Maud’s sake, Tom allowed himself a moment of satisfaction at the Lawyer’s low blow. Dr. Jenkins’ struggle with temperance was known but ignored and tolerated because of his position.


One after the other witnesses spoke.  Some said she asked for help and told of medications and hot baths, another recalled Maud said she had accomplished the deed herself.  Then those with no knowledge of a baby, apart from overheard gossip, had formed the view that Maud was crazy.   They recounted their stories with relish and drew wild word pictures to add substance to their claims.


 “She told me she had drowned some relative or other in the lagoon beyond the town.”


“I thought she was off her head.”


“Her head was so bad she didn’t know what she was saying.”


Maud had sat timorous and wide-eyed, while Tom raged in silence.  Do they not have any compassion?!  Dragging up every private thing she ever said and making up stories to satisfy their own narrow minds! The Bastards!


In contrast, there was other evidence from those closer to Maud, those who knew nothing of a pregnancy wanted or otherwise, nor of anything resembling an instrument with which the problem could have been eviscerated.


“I never noticed her to be strange in her manner.”


“Perfectly sensible.”


The report of the medical experts recorded Maud as mixed in her emotions, and she found it difficult to give a cohesive account of herself. Nothing in their examination showed an illegal operation had been performed.  


Tom was hopeful when Justice Edwards in his summing up declared the proceedings had been very irregular, and addressed the prosecution sternly, saying,


“Counsel, your witnesses appear to have been somewhat rehearsed.”


The ‘not guilty’ verdict was delivered within the hour, and the newspaper headline read ‘A Sufferer from Delusions’. Tom threw the newspaper away. 


“It should say Innocent!” he fumed.


Tom regarded Maud carefully as they sat in silence on the veranda watching the sunset, and he thought about the ways he could return normality to their lives.  Time and peace would do most of the work and she would come good, he knew it.   He reached across the gap between them and squeezed her hand and she smiled back at him. 


“We’ll be ok Lovie,” he said.